Our 7th month:)

It’s been almost 7 months since my last blogpost. And I’ve been constantly reminding myself to write at least a single post whenever I get the chance, but the rigors of medschool just won’t let me. By now I should be changing my description from 'writer' to former writer or perhaps has-been writer. I have not written something decent in ages, just a hodge podge of passing thoughts, insubstantial randomness, rants, and an abysmal slew of nothingness. Even the semestral break I had 2 months ago (barely 2 weeks) didn’t give me the chance to seat in front of our PC and randomly type the things that I’ve been through as soon as I entered the gates of medschool. And on top of all that, I almost forgot my blogger password (what the hell, lol).

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To the one I love J

We’ve been together for the past 7 months. I have learned to live my life with you always by my side. I can no longer see myself being involved with another person other than you. Just the mere idea of it irks me to death.

Well, I have to admit that our relationship is not as typical as one could expect. I was comfortable being alone when you suddenly came. I am comfortable in the sense that I am enjoying the freedom of being single, without having to consider anyone in my everyday way of life—freed from demands of relationship.

But that certain kind of freedom is always accompanied by an ample amount of loneliness, and I think there is where the paradox lies. When you came into my life, that vacuum of angst residing within me for a long time was suddenly turned into an abyss of pure nirvana and unadulterated love. My reservations regarding commitments were relinquished. The mere sight of your name is capable of invoking a flood of happy memories that we’ve spent together. We’ve braved a hundred storms just to get to where we are today. Our love for one another is so strong that it can move mountains. You are an ultimate reminder of how blessed I am today. Even though I’m scared of not seeing things beyond this promising bliss, I remain to trust what is at hand. Simply because I feel you and I believe you.

Having someone like you is indeed an opportunity of a lifetime. I can’t thank you enough for all the sacrifices that you’ve done just to keep this relationship flow with great ease. I will remain faithful at all times and will hold you in my arms so tight so you can’t let go. Happy 7^th monthsary, bhebhe J